Good Bye 2012

This whole 2012 for me has made big impacts in my life. I can’t even put them all into words and write about how at some point I was the happiest person I know to being the unluckiest of all. I was in love with someone I couldn’t imagine being with, I was pushed away by the people I love and people I didn’t know, I spent most of my little days left in my country being with the happiest people I know, I left my hometown and said goodbye to the most wonderful people I’ve met and grew up with, I struggled between right and wrong, I was betrayed, I lost someone I love because of death, I felt lonely and lost and was heart broken. I somehow can’t explain how I truly feel anymore, about myself, and I try not to blame these things as to why I feel so numb now. I know that I should keep a positive mind especially now that a new year is coming up. It’s about time for me to let go of 2012, it’s about time for me to welcome better memories…